One of my biggest fears in my life is losing my dad, my last parent.
This thought has always been in the front of my mind whether he’s going to the store or if he is out partying with his friends.
Now with everything happening this fear is strong…. I am on high alert, every phone call I get from him.
He is young and he exercises, but he does have respiratory problems. This scares me because what if he gets the virus and is not able to fight it off.
When you lose one parent so young, this is always going to be a fear.
Though I have God has continually reminded me that we cannot control our time when we will go.
He knows when our minutes are up and we cannot do anything about it.
If my fathers minutes count down because of COVID-19 then that is Gods plan.
BUT…… I WILL NOT DWELL IN THIS FEAR!
I will continue to seek after the Lord and love continually. No matter the circumstances. Prayer and being in the word keeps me grounded.
Please share your fears with me so I can be praying for you as well!
Thank you for hearing mine.
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