I Got COVID-19

I was starting to think I was going to go all these months and not get COVID, but I finally did.

I’m 5 days into my quarantine process and honestly the hardest part is not having contact with the outside world.

I am staying in my bedroom because I have an apartment mate and I do not want to get her sick as well.

I’ve had some good friends bring me a drink or goodies by, but I’ve rarely talked to anyone, and I know that’s because everyone is busy.

I just didn’t realize how lonely I could get.

I thought I’d be okay and a majority of the time I’m okay, but I miss my friends. I miss coffee time with my roommates, and I miss being outside.

I didn’t realize how lonely some people can get in isolation like this especially when they are alone. I guess if you are quarantining with other people or with family you can play games and pass the time.

But I never thought about the people who didn’t have anyone.

From now on I’m going to continuously check on the people who are alone during this time. I’ve learned a lot

And

Today I broke down for the first time. Just because I’m mentally tired of this, but I shouldn’t be tired. I haven’t even done anything.

Anyway these are my thoughts many that don’t make sense and are out of order but I feel better writing them down

Thanks for reading