Today was a hard day to start off.
It took the most just to get out of bed.. but then
I walked outside and said I want to make today good! It’s 4th of July!
I got dressed and drove windows down and radio on music set to my favorite songs
Had lunch with one of my closest friends
AND
Made cupcakes for my small group
Turns out none of my small group could come, and I felt alone.
I think the body remembers trauma because This day has always been a difficult day and my mood just switched.
But then I cleaned my kitchen and GOT UP!
I walked outside and sat watching the fireworks by myself it was beautiful.
I enjoyed it… by myself… what?!? That’s so not like me
Then my neighbors started shooting some off and I joined.
I made some new friends where I originally wasn’t even going to leave my house today.
Step outside your comfort zone
It can change you 💕
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