It’s been a while

Hi Everyone

It’s been a while since I’ve written a post on here and a lot has happened

I began going to therapy, my uncle passed in the beginning of December, I moved away from Rock Hill the same week, I have begun graduate school, and my best friend is leaving the country

P.S. I’m so proud of her!

There have been many changes and I have to say it has been a hard transition

but I realize that I only get on here to write when something sad or negative is on my mind

Unfortunately that is the case tonight, but I plan on being more proactive with happy posts as well.

My therapist has encouraged me to be more intentional about realizing what I’m feeling and why Im feeling it in the moment.

So tonight I’m feeling sad. I miss my mom tonight.

It’s hard here because not many people know about my past and sometimes I don’t want to bring it up in the moment, just to talk to them about my sadness

But I know my past is on this app…

I miss her

I wish she was here

Graduate school is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done and I know she would be so proud of me… but I really miss her when all I want to do is just breathe and be held.

There’s nothing like a mothers hug when you’re stressed, and overwhelmed

I am missing that tonight.

That’s all

🤍